Monday, March 14, 2011

The Skinny Me??? REALLY??

Since Feb I have been changing me. I mean everything about me down to who I am on the inside and the outside. For those who know me very well I am have always had low confidence and always been open about my life. That was the old me. I started working out and changing my diet. I hadn't realize the effect all this would have on me. First I had goals which were small goals. Like example lose 10 pounds and grow my hair out. Well instead of losing 10lbs I lost 15 and continue to lose. I finally am getting back to feeling who I am inside and out. I was able to walk into Old Navy and Victoria Secret and buy clothes that fit me. What actually brought on the series of events with these goals was I went shopping in general at the mall and decided to stop in NY company to for a joke see if I fit into thier clothes. Well i tried on a size 18 jeans and then I saw they fit without zipping them up. So I called my mom all stoked and she said try a 16 and I did but didnt like the muffin top.. And I knew i wanted to be a size 10 or a size 6 it didnt matter as long as I felt the same feeling I felt when i put those jeans on.... I knew I had to be skinny... I have said that I am a skinny girl at heart and it is true. All the clothes I love I will wear sometime. I was inspired by myself and did not want to be 700lbs so I changed everything....

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