Shedding the pounds....

I have written about everything almost. I think it is time to talk about something that has bothered me.. For several yrs I have been called fat or big and made fun of. I finally decided this past yr that I would changed everything about me down to the way I looked. So here it is from my mouth I am not fat.  I am not ugly. I am actually fourteen punds lighter than when I started this whole adventure. I wear a large something I have never been not since highschool. The only problem with this is there is so much good things I wanna eat and I cannot for example the whole girlscout cookie thing I love thin mints and would love some but I am reminded that I cannot cause I wanna look amazing for my debut in hawaii. I wanna feel amazing and find the person who is right for me. I really wish I could just eat some junk food... but this working out actually makes me feel better......