The Skinny Me??? REALLY??

Since Feb I have been changing me. I mean everything about me down to who I am on the inside and the outside. For those who know me very well I am have always had low confidence and always been open about my life. That was the old me. I started working out and changing my diet. I hadn't realize the effect all this would have on me. First I had goals which were small goals. Like example lose 10 pounds and grow my hair out. Well instead of losing 10lbs I lost 15 and continue to lose. I finally am getting back to feeling who I am inside and out. I was able to walk into Old Navy and Victoria Secret and buy clothes that fit me. What actually brought on the series of events with these goals was I went shopping in general at the mall and decided to stop in NY company to for a joke see if I fit into thier clothes. Well i tried on a size 18 jeans and then I saw they fit without zipping them up. So I called my mom all stoked and she said try a 16 and I did but didnt like the muffin top.. And I knew i wanted to be a size 10 or a size 6 it didnt matter as long as I felt the same feeling I felt when i put those jeans on.... I knew I had to be skinny... I have said that I am a skinny girl at heart and it is true. All the clothes I love I will wear sometime. I was inspired by myself and did not want to be 700lbs so I changed everything....

Shedding the pounds....

I have written about everything almost. I think it is time to talk about something that has bothered me.. For several yrs I have been called fat or big and made fun of. I finally decided this past yr that I would changed everything about me down to the way I looked. So here it is from my mouth I am not fat.  I am not ugly. I am actually fourteen punds lighter than when I started this whole adventure. I wear a large something I have never been not since highschool. The only problem with this is there is so much good things I wanna eat and I cannot for example the whole girlscout cookie thing I love thin mints and would love some but I am reminded that I cannot cause I wanna look amazing for my debut in hawaii. I wanna feel amazing and find the person who is right for me. I really wish I could just eat some junk food... but this working out actually makes me feel better......